God has plans for us, but how I wish that they always made sense!
Now, instead of the "Lord of the Dance" jig, the composition is a slow dance!
After inspecting the four homes and needing to arrest the existing water intrusion, we lost our contract with the "Freedom Homes". I felt that they were either a "golden" opportunity, or a "red"-hot mess...but we were willing to do what it took to make them work! This could have been a blessing in disguise...but why did God take us through all the time and hard work of this exercise?
We may never understand His plans...I just ask for the grace to be able to discern His voice...His whisper... among all the noise and distractions of the day! I also need to be patient and wait upon the Lord. In forming this nonprofit, it seems He placed every piece right in front of me...but lately I fell as if I'm pushing to make things happen. (We do so want to get started helping people in recovery!)
Psalms 37:7 Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him!